blue monday

i woke up with a heavy soul. and for the whole day i kept on thinking, when will some people learn to not always rely on other people? when?

i hate hassles. and i hate being the cause of other people's hassles so if i can do things on my own, i would. why do some people think otherwise and drag other people in the process?

phew, the day was just filled with too much negative forces.

on a lighter note, i was a bit surprised to find out that my brother has a sweet bone in him. even though he's in japan for more than 2 weeks already, he was able to surprise his gf with a personalized birthday cake yesterday. and seeing his girl's social networking page a few minutes ago, she showed photos of several bouquets of flowers and chocolates my bro gave him in a span of 7 months. haha..jealousy alert!