oh bratinella!

not even a day has passed after the lenten season has ended and here i am bearing a chip on my shoulder again.

they say that too much of anything is a bad thing. then it follows that too much of being a good person is bad. why? coz people will tend to abuse you and you won't notice coz you continue to be a good person and just accept everything that's thrown your way. am i right? or maybe the devil inside is trying to take over me?

i admit i can be a brat sometimes. i don't know if i really should blame it on my pms or i'm just a really evil person deep inside. i have a strong feeling that this thing going on will continue for like forever. and i don't think i can take it that's why i wanted to break away before it consumes all of me. but i just can't bear the thought of being apart from the one person i love most. i really wanna get us out of that constricting place fast. if only resources aren't limited, i'll be flying us out of here as soon as i can and start a new life in another country. but we all know that making an escape is not an answer to one's problem. in this case of mine, acceptance is. and not letting people drag you under their feet would help too.