changes

i probably spoke too soon when i said that i'll have more blogging hours to spend. turns out i'm so loaded with work that most of the time i tend to bring it home in order to meet deadlines.

back then, it's very rare that i bring work with me at home. and during those times that i do, i really don't get to accomplish a single thing at all. you see, a lot has changed ever since we moved to this new office. aside from b getting up early everyday and the quiet working surrounding we now have (no more noisy neighbors chatting, AM radio drama/really baduy "kelangan pa ba i-memorize yan" radio stations, kids crying out loud, and cartoons blaring on the televisions), i can say the biggest change is me getting really motivated on the business. before, the word "work" seems to be so negative and really stressful for me. i was practically dragging myself everyday to go to that small room we converted to an office and arrive to see my officemate just got up from bed with unkempt hair, morning glory and all. tell me who would be inspired with that kind of working environment? now with the real office, i'm so driven to expand the business that even though i'm super duper busy with 3 new projects + other maintenance tasks, i strive to finish everything quickly so that we could work on more projects (and i want mooore projects). i still get major stress though..most specially with deadlines and revisions that take too long to solve. but somehow i see this particular stress in a good way. it's better to get stressed with work work work than be stressed with no work at all.

i'm a new me, career-wise and everything. and there's no one to thank but my ever loving b.